Project 4b : blue print

So, this is my blueprint of my SCULPTURE.

Front elevation. Right side elevation.  Rear elevation.  Left side elevation

    Plan.   Isometric View.

Ok. This is my first time using water color in studio assignment. Nice try but a bit late. Why I don't want to use for previous work? Because i afraid!! i admit that i'm not capable in using water color, I'm weak coloring especially using water color. I am so timid to take this challenge. So, the result is my previous works sucks!! After these few weeks i just realised that only colorful thing can attract other people. First impression is very important. How can color pencil compare with water color???

 It's too late to know the impact of color on the work....

Architecture is very competitive. No matter how good is your work, there will always someone better than you. Sometimes, even your work will be said as " 5 minutes work". OMG!! All the efforts and sacrifices have been ignored. Heartbroken!! Only colorful, outstanding, extraordinary work will be valued. It is too late to know this reality....

I can't blame anyone and I'm not blaming anyone. I'm just feel upset and stress when doing assignments. I admit that  I'm weak in anything, not creative enough, and not confident to my works. Haiz, all my weakness revealed on my works.If others don't understand my work or even don't like my work, is it their fault? NO! It is my fault!!

So, never mind, I'm still who i am. I promised i will do my best to study in HBP.

This is the list I gonna to do :

i) emphasize on color. improve coloring skills. produce colorful and attracting artwork.

ii) be brave to take any challenge. don't even do things that will be regret after that. concern for any   decision because any imperfect will destroy my work.

iii) do research on the subject that i gonna to do. Don't simply make things without any knowledge. creativity cannot stand alone without knowledge and skills.

iv) BE CONFIDENT!!!!

I will transform myself!! I need to control my future and take responsibility to my works. I'm not competing with others, but competing with myself!!! Must defeat my greatest enemy --- myself!!

Don't worry, I'm still survive. =)



p/s: I'm just want to be honest to myself and everyone. I just want to share and express my true feeling here.( although i know this blog only for studio assignment purpose :P ). not meant to against or sarcasm anyone.